Maybe you are tired not of life, but of constantly trying to do it differently.
We seek peace in new circumstances, right decisions, relationships, achievements. It seems to us that one day everything will finally work out as it should, the reasons for anxiety will disappear. Then we can exhale. But as soon as one problem is solved, another appears in its place, and life becomes an endless wait for the moment when you can finally find peace.
What if peace is not to be won?
Look at the sky: even when clouds cover it, it does not cease to exist. It's the same inside you: behind worried thoughts, fears and endless internal dialogue, there is an opportunity to simply be, without trying to fix yourself and the world around you every second.
That doesn't mean you have to accept what hurts you or stop making changes. It means learning to distinguish between what really demands your actions and what you just endlessly struggle with within yourself.
Try to stop deciding your life for at least a few minutes. Don't analyze the past, don't rush the future, don't demand that you relax immediately. Just feel the breath and let this moment be as it is.
Maybe peace comes not when everything in life finally falls into place, but when you stop demanding that every moment be different.