I emptied the shelves again and found a notebook, I don't remember what year, I was reading Harry Potter then. At a high level of English, it's hard to track progress, it seems like you've already reached a certain ceiling, f****** heavy words that are rarely used are hard to remember, etc. But when you flip through something you once learned, you realize that you know everything and remember that it is not only in passive reserve, but you can give everything immediately, but before you could know, unpleasant and of course it was not.