What is silence? Just the lack of noise? No, it is the mind itself - the consciousness that lies behind everything, from which all forms are born. Is it possible that he broke up with you somehow? The very form you call "I" was born from him and without him would not exist even for a moment.
It is the essence of galaxies and blades of grass, mountains and grains of sand, flowers and trees, birds and all other forms.
Silence speaks
Eckhart Tolle