We are formulating. "In the morning my heart shrank with the words: no one will pull you from here. "The heart really trembles when the anthem plays or I see the characteristics of Russia in different cities of Russia. In the morning I leave the house, I look at the clear sky, in the forest across the road, inner peace of the mind and immediately hear in my head: "A small house, a Russian stove, a wooden floor, a candle shop, a cat cleaner, a husband who works - here it is happiness and #33; there is nothing sweeter... "In Russia comes the internal state of "I have enough" because where I came from inside there was always a state of "running", the feeling that "I am going to be a little more and I will be happy, I need another new car, a cooler house, branded clothes, even lose weight better than everyone else". Here the world view is different, dissatisfaction with external and internal withdrawal. In general, I noticed that in different companies, ambitions behave differently within me. For example, there, because of the external response that I am a second hyphen, inside the structure "should be cooler and #33; rich and #33; beautiful and #33;" It was “Well, take me into your ranks, I'm cool. "There is no need to prove anything to anyone, I am among myself. Perhaps age-related fatigue, but I still think that sometimes crazy aspirations, "beyond the emergency state of the body" depend precisely on the immediate environment. Such thoughts enholi babulik the way home.